{"id":10016,"date":"2007-03-02T20:02:33","date_gmt":"2007-03-02T19:02:33","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/dev.harald-bluechel.com\/what-must-not-be-must-not-be\/"},"modified":"2007-03-02T20:02:33","modified_gmt":"2007-03-02T19:02:33","slug":"what-must-not-be-must-not-be","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.harald-bluechel.com\/en\/what-must-not-be-must-not-be\/","title":{"rendered":"What must not be, must not be"},"content":{"rendered":"<div class=\"post-prev-text\">\n<p><strong>What must not be, must not be<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong> <\/strong><\/p>\n<p>I lost them again:<\/p>\n<p>the light, carefree moments,<\/p>\n<p>where I didn&#8217;t have to check,<\/p>\n<p>what is happening around me and inside me.<\/p>\n<p>Where I was simply free for a sequence of moments.<\/p>\n<p>A slight shift and<\/p>\n<p>Everything started to slide.<\/p>\n<p>A house of cards or a monolithic mass?<\/p>\n<p>Only absolute strength can withstand both.<\/p>\n<p>Is all of life a single armored solidity?<\/p>\n<p>I feel confident in the script I have written,<\/p>\n<p>according to which I act like my own actor in his own production.<\/p>\n<p>I try to exclude imponderables.<\/p>\n<p>Uncertainties scare me.<\/p>\n<p>So I see them as a burden,<\/p>\n<p>as something that thwarts personal designs;<\/p>\n<p>Consequently, I have to free myself from my own wishes and actions.<\/p>\n<p>distracts.<\/p>\n<p>What must not be, must not be.<\/p>\n<p>Stubbornness is not the right word.<\/p>\n<p>Un-spontaneity is not the right word.<\/p>\n<p>Complacency is not the right word.<\/p>\n<p>Self-centeredness is not the right word.<\/p>\n<p>Inability to love is not the right word.<\/p>\n<p>A lack of willingness to compromise is not the right word.<\/p>\n<p>There is no right word.<\/p>\n<p>But the condition exists.<\/p>\n<p>( March 1, 07 )<\/p>\n<\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>What must not be, must not be I lost them again: the light, carefree moments, where I didn&#8217;t have to check, what is happening around me and inside me. Where [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[59],"tags":[425,422],"class_list":["post-10016","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-autobiographical","tag-biography","tag-zeitgeist-en"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.harald-bluechel.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10016","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.harald-bluechel.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.harald-bluechel.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.harald-bluechel.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.harald-bluechel.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=10016"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.harald-bluechel.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10016\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.harald-bluechel.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=10016"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.harald-bluechel.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=10016"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.harald-bluechel.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=10016"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}